Girls and Their Attitudes.

so, okay, nh satu masalah yang aku tak penah nak faham and aku rase malas nak faham. Okay okay ==' I know I'm a girl too but at least, I keep my bad ass attitude to myself. aku tak reti lah nk heboh2 satu dunia yang aku benci minah nh nk ckp minah nh bitch lah apelah. not my styleeeee okay? pfftt. so here's the thang man. you asked for it okay cibai?
lebih baik kalau orang tahu nama kau kan? aku malas nk sorok2 bagi teka teki. let's just get straight to the point, boleh? dah masuk 2kali kau post bnde majibai mcm nh. ckp pasal " ehh kalau bkn sbb aku kau tak kan kenal dgn mamat yang kau kawan dgn kau skrg. " ahh buto lah kau. lepastuh nk ckp aku terasa?! MEMANG LAH AKU TERASA FUCKER. kau igt kau agen cari jodoh kea? kau igt kau byk sgt mbe laki yang kau boleh hulur2 kt mbe2 kau? Puh-lease. can you say that with me? sini aku tanye kau.

cakap sikit ape yang kau tolong sangat sampai aku patut rasa bersyukur dan hargai kau sebab kalau bukan sebab kau, aku takkan kenal dengan boyfriend aku? kau ade set2 date untuk aku jumpa die kea? kau ade pinjamkan boyfriend aku duit kea untuk beli chocolate utk aku? aku ade mintak kau bawak aku pegi sini pegi sana utk jumpa die kea?

cube kau cakap, ape yang kau buat. apa yang kau bagi. apa yang kau tolong? kau hanya bagi number phone die kt aku jea. tuh pon aku mintak kau nak taknak bagi. jealous kea? hahahaha. lawak. selama hari aku jumpe die pon aku takde mintak tolong kau lah. aku takde suruh kau setting2 tmpt pon. aku takde suruh kau keluar sen pon utk aku jumpa die. ade kea? TAKDE, kan? kau nk mcm mane? ohh, kau dah tolong aku so aku kne berkepit sblh kau jelah 24/7? lepastuh everytime aku nk pegi date dgn boyfriend aku, aku kene bawak kau skali lah? mcm tuh?! hahahah!


okay, cakap pasal dah tak bertegur, musuh2 jadah haram semua tuh. okay, kite refresh balik okay? bile time aku jumpa boyfriend aku, kau menggelabah nk bantai2 die kuat2, nk tinggi2 kan suara, nk buat2 touching. Adoi, fak ah. kau sedar tak kau perempuan. Listen, okay? Guys don't date girls with attitude like yours. Harap maaf. tapi its the fact. aku taw aku tak sebagus kau lah kan, but at least aku takde menjerit2 kt lelaki dkt khalayak ramai. aku takde nk pukul2 anak orang sesuka hati aku. aku takde nk tunjuk sgt attitude buruk aku dkt org. please lah weyh. nk ckp pasal tak bertegur, gara2 kau buat tahi dgn aku, dgn mbe2 aku, lebih baik kau salahkan diri kau jea lagi bagus. ktorg ilek jea. kau tuh yang ' banyak sangat mbe '. tapi pegi mampos lah kan. aku tak menagih kasih sayang lah dr kau. aku ade mbe yg lagi memahami, senang ckp lagi bagus dr kau. tuh jea.

tolong lah weyh. bukan kau sorang jea yang 'kononnye' dah tolong aku dgn boyfriend aku. roomate aku pon ade lah tp takde lah kecah mcm kau doh. pastuh ade dalam comment2 kau, kau ckp aku jealous dulu kau rapat dgn boyfriend aku. by the time i'm reading that, i was LAUGHING MY ASS OFF! HAHAHAHAHA bapak lawak lah sial kau nh. cop cop, perlu kea aku jealous dgn kau? pehh sedih lah siod. kau nh kelakar lah weyh. kelakar sgt =='

In conclusion, pegi mati lah semua tuh. kau nk ckp ape, kau ckp lah kay? yang penting, aku dgn boyfriend aku dah cukup bahagia dgn ketiadaan kau disamping ktorg. aww :')

" Take a look at yourself before you start pointing your ass at someone. Have you ever wonder WHY me and not you? Attitude, hippo. Attitude :) "

sorry douchebag, but you made me do it :)

Basically we're just-in love

so we spent 2days at my place. and guess what, he came without telling me earlier. ==' he came by surprise. super nice sayang :') i took him to my favourite place to date, took him to mcdonald's for an apple pie and ice cream. it's hard, really, not getting to see you today because we use to see each other every single day, kan? i miss you SO GILA BABI OKAY? i just wanna baring2 beside you, that's enough. i don't need formal dates, candlelight dinner blah blah blah and stuff. its enough if its just you, me and some songs. and maybe something to eat. okay okay ==' all i wanna think now is to finish this damn final exam. then we got two months, hehe, you know what i'm thinking right? ;) yeahh. i miss you sayang. i miss you a lot. did i mention i miss you a lot? okay, i miss you like only God knows how much. Setinggi-tinggi langit, sedalam-dalam laut aku rindukan kau nh. wuhh! haha, i'm happy with you sayang. well duhh, obviously! i want you to always know, " Don't ever EVER EVAHH let me go! ". Kalau you nk let me go, imagine this. ingat tak kite lpk dkt ' starbucks ' then you pegang tangan i and i buat2 nak jatuh kebawah? remember what i told you? bayangkan kalau i jatuh, lepastuh kepala i terkena bucu longkang tuh lepastuh kepala i berdarah. like that. if you ever let me go, only God knows what will happen to me, either it's good or bad. senang cerita ingat mcm tuh jelah. kalau i jatuh kemungkinan kepala i berdarah, lepastuh hilang ingatan, tak pon mati kea. *nauzubillah. so faham kan? good. I love you ridzuan azmi. i might have said this to some previous guys, but again, i want this time, it would really paid off, with you okay? You will always stay rightttttt here in my heart. I'd save a little space for you baby :')

8 3 1

so, how to start. haha. cop cop let me think. hmm okay. so today, me and ridzuan azmi went out to shah alam and spent our day at the lake dekat dgn wet world tuh. we were studying. kan awak kannn? hehe. and we listen to songs, singing along, conteng2 our names there because ramai orang buat so we wanted to do one too :D first, he took me to meet his friends dkt 13. makan2 minum2 dulu then baru gerak pegi tasik. at the tasik, i watched him arranging his papers. tak reti nk beli file mamat nh ==' so susun susun. then rilek kejap. ( kenapa tukar melayu pulak nh? ==' ) okay, lepastuh main conteng2 kt kawasan situ. N.A x R.A =) hehehe. lepastuh main2 dgn webcam aku. then, i feel like sitting on the rocks. big rocks okay. so he joined sitting there too. talking2 and watching the view because i haven't been there before. sedih kan? i know. lepastuh! ada pulak elok biawok lalu kt dlm tasik tuh swimming2. ==' then conteng2 lagi till he spoke out " youu.. " and i was like.. *gulp. " ye sayee..." then there was silence. aku pon sambung conteng2. after a few minutes of silence he said " i nk ckp nh tp susah... " something like that lah. and i went " ape die? " die kata susah sgt nk ckp so aku ckp lah, " okay2. kite buat calculation (sambil memegang marker dan berpura2 menconteng tangan) " then he said, " 1,2,3,4. " haha mesti tak faham kan? taw lagu 1234 by Plain White T's kan? haaa. lepastuh aku dah ' ;D ' dan berkata " 5 sampai 10 mane? " haha die pon sambung lah sampai 10. lepas 10 aku ckp " okay, then equals to? " and die pon ckp " equals to 8,3,1 " and aku tye lagi equals to, and he said " equals to, I Love You. " meh sini depa habaq kt hang, jantung depa kemain laju bebeno! dema dok pusing2 lompat2 jantung depa. " hahaha. so i giggled with joy hearing that from him. AND AND here's the most anticipating part! he popped the 100 million $ question :

" will you officially be mine? "

lagi sekali depa habaq kat hang, bukan setakat jantung depa ja terbang terjun terbang terjun, depa sekali rasa nak terbang terjun terbang terjun!! hahaha. and i answered his proposal like this :

" O.F.C.O.U.R.S.E "

and ended with a hug. :') so thats basically what happened today. Ouhh Ridzuan Azmi, need I say more? I Love You too okay? the moment that i've been dying waiting for. today, you brought a smile on my face eventhough you kinda sakat sakat me that time, but cumon. i don't wanna be with anyone else but YOU and YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT? jyeahh! i hope that this journey we've started will keep on going.

Hijab Shoot.

so I'm quite tired today. my brother wants me to be his model for his ' Hijab Vintage Concept ' shoot. i don't really get the idea at first, but whatha heck. i had fun though. so this picture right there, actually there's a selendang hanging around. lepas edit2 tak nmpk sgt. plus, it looks better like this than the actual colour of the selendang. oh did i mention adik aku pon ade? yeah, she was there too ==' ktorg taknak pose model-ish look so we tried posing how we wanted. haha. and that's how it looks like :) i got loads of pictures from the shoot but leceh siod nk upload. hehe. later lah okay? okay. bye

Everyday is Our Day :)

and it has come to realized that we have made it together for quite a month. amazing and memorable month. everything that we'd gone through is what made us today. happy and will always stay that way. i just love to be around with you. i rather be with you than some dumb dudes. you're by fact the best that I had in my life. i don't know how we could end up together, but you stole my heart already and just forget about how it happened. all that i know, i wanna cherish and enjoy every single thing we do, like singing in the car while its raining. :') i can't afford to lose you. if you would line up thousands and thousands of guys arranged by status, looks etc, it will still be you. as long as you can cheer me up, then you're my number 1. life with you is something i don't get everyday. i appreciate each little and big thing we had. and for you to know, since the day we officially met and had a conversation, I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOU! you're always in here, wandering inside my head. and when i don't get to see you for 1 day, i would " ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! " yeah like that. :D so now, do you understand how much you mean to me? A LOT! huh. banyak kan? and lastly, i hope that this thing we had in between will stay as longgggggggggggggggg as we can :) no no. i want it to be forever. obviously, i want nobody else in this world except Ridzuan Azmi :).