Kenapa?!

I thought I'd already remove that old feeling. Why is it keep coming back? Why is it so hard? Benci bila dah buang tapi masih ada sisa. Benci bila dah okay lepastuh tak okay balik. Sakit hati bila hati dah tenang jadi gundah. Pehh serabot otak mcm cina songlap! Makin hari makin susah. Lepas sekolah, takde jugak life. Dulu2 time sekolah, selalu discuss dengan kawan2 " Lepas spm, amek lesen kete, kite crik rumah, keje pastuh crik duit then shopping!" tapi, lepas spm, susah nak jumpa kawan2. Semua dah ada haluan masing2. Yang kerja sorang2 tak reti nk ajak pon ade tp takpe. Rezeki die. Aku? Macam mane pulak aku nk cerita? Muka sopak nh duduk rumah jadi orang gaji. Fuck kn? Yes fuck gila. UiTM pun aku tak dapat. Sedih. Devastated.

*Mama? Hmm macam biaselah. Die tuh :
-Sebelom Spm pokpek.
-Mase Spm pokpek.
-Lepas Spm pokpek.
-Dapat result pokpek.
-Sebelom apply ipta pokpek.
-Mase apply ipta pokpek.
-Dah apply ipta pokpek.
-Dapat result ipta pokpek.
Mama, seriously, heshhh. Tahan tahan sabar sabar jea ma.

Dah lah. Pegi tido. Goodnight. muah3 *eww

Just This One Last Time.

Pick up the phone,
I need to talk to you.
I'm all alone,
and I'm feeling blue.

Pick up the phone,
I'm calling to say hello.
cannot move on,
because I'm missing you.

Oh, please let me hear your voice
now I have no more choice
Oh, please don't let the phone ring
I just want to hear.. you.. sing...

Pick up the phone,
Let it be the last.
Won't call anymore,
or even send a text.

Pick up the phone,
better make it quick.
My battery's low,
Just push that one simple click.

oh, please let me hear your voice
now I have no more choice
Oh, please don't let the phone ring
I just want to hear.. you.. sing...

Our favourite song,
Just this one last time.
Tomorrow I'm gone,
And I wanted to say goodbye

And the next day, you won't..
be hearing my call anymore...

Meet my new love :)

Meet my Baby Juno. The only one who keeps me happy everyday. Every morning, I woke up to see you play, to feed you your favourite dish, to tickle your tummy till you bit me, to put you back to sleep next to me. I love you Juno. I won't want to lose you :']

Survey survey! :D

WHO ARE YOU: natasha azlan
HEIGHT: 165 kea 156. mcm tuh lah.
WHERE YOU FROM: Puncak Alam, Kuala selangor.
ARE YOU SINGLE: Currently yes.
EYE COLOR: Dark brown.
WANT KIDS: Yes?
HAVE BROTHERS: Yes. 3 annoying brothers.
HAVE SISTERS: Yes. A very annoying sister.
HAVE KIDS: Aaaa nope. haha
DOES ANY ONE LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW: I don't think so.
DO YOU LIKE ANYONE: Yes, the only one.
FAVORITE COLORS: Green :)
FAVORITE DRINK: Fresh orange.
ARE YOU IN SCHOOL: Awhhh, NOPE!
ARE YOU WORKING: Still looking for a job.
DO YOU SMOKE: Occasionally.
DO YOU DRIK: Someday? hoho
EVER TRY DRUGS: Someday? haha
EVER CHEATED ON YOUR BF/GF: Never. Loyal typo!
HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes.
BEST FRIEND: Afiqah Mazhar <3
HAVE ANY PETS: Many. Cats and fishes.
TELL HIM: That I still love him no matter what.
TELL HER: She's a bitch and she should stop being one.
FAVORITE MUSIC: Malam Ini by Bo Amir Iqram.
BEEN ARRESTED: I good citizen I am :)
EVER MADE OUT WITH A FRIEND: Made out with a friend???
ARE YOU ONLINE ALOT: Yess. why?
DO YOU DANCE: A lot!
DO YOU SING: Yes. But I don't sound good.
BOXERS OR BRIEFS ON HIM: Boxers.
YOU PREFER GUYS WITH SHORT HAIR OR LONG HAIR: Long hair, short hair. Yes I'll go for both.
YOU LIKE GUYS WHO ARE TALL OR SHORT: A little higher than me.
HES STYLE SHOULD BE: Simple but damn I think he's hot!
TO YOUR HATERS: Go home and fly a kite :)
TO YOUR REAL FRIENDS: I love you all. muahh banyak2!
TO YOUR FAMILY: Family don't come and go.
TO YOUR ENEMYS: Lantak kau lah nk bermusuh dgn aku. Setitik susu tetek kau pon aku tak heran.
WORDS THAT BOTHER YOU THE MOST: Goodbye :'[

Lega sudahh :)

Yayy! Interview dah pon selesai. Huhh lega2. Banyak soalan jugak die tanya. Muzik tradisional lah, composer classic piano lah. huihh, nasib baik dapat jawab. And lepas interview , mama bawak aku and the family pegi mandi wap. haha. mama2.. dan2 jea. And And!! I'm so happy thi night before my interview, he texted me wishing goodluck :'] I can't tell you how much happy I was. awww. So, itu jelah kot. Harap2lah dpat Uitm nh D;

Break A Leg.

So, esok aku kne pegi UiTM utk uji bakat course music. Damn, cuak gile. Mesti ramai cina nty and chinese are so competetive. Hmm harap2lah dpt UiTM nh. Mama dgn ayah nk sgt aku masuk UiTM. Dah naik gila jugak aku kdg2 dorg mcm paksa2 aku blaja kuat2. Huhuu I'm so scared but at the same time I'm like freaking excited! I can do it, Tasha! I can do it! :)

When you say I love you...

When I first met you, you were so darn cute,

And I got so jealous with your long hair too,

When you say I love you and I need you

I hope it's true.

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You took me by the hand and said

"Will you be my girlfriend?" and now I'm scared,

When you say I love you and I need you

I hope it's true.

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I look at you and you look at me,

You make my heart go upsie daisy.

When you say I love you and I need you

I hope it's true.

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I told you to run you told me to hide,

And then you don't return and made me cry.

When you say I love you and I need you,

I hope it's true.

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Let me tell you one simple thing

That all of this is really happening

When you say I love and I need you

I hope it's true.

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But now I don't know where've you been?

I thought you were nice but you are mean.

When you say I love you and I need you,

I hope it's true...

I pretended you are here.

Each night I will take my pillow,
I pretended you are here.
Singing me a lullaby with a voice so low,
And wished me " Goodnight my dear."

Everytime I sang our favourite song,
I pretended you are here.
You with the guitar, I'm on the piano,
A melody so sweet we put it out together.

When I needed someone to talk to,
I pretended you are here.
Talking about everything just us two,
While you comfort me and hold me near.

And now you left me for something else,
I still pretended you are here.
Because my love for you just won't last,
I just wished you are really here.

Tasha Minat Bola??

Haha, ntah. Tiba-tiba minat. Man U pulak tuh. Okay2. Memang semalam semua orang BOO MU, tp hello hello MU, awak ade penyokong baru. hehe..

So, semalam tak jadi pon pegi Speedzone yang dah berbulan plan tp tak pegi * err babi babi, tapi yg bagusnye malam Sabtu tuh, aku kuar tengok bola dgn family and aku dikelilingi lelaki Kelana Jaya yang OMG, handsome2 sampai nasik goreng Seafood yang aku order pon tak habis makan. And lepas tengok kekalahan MU, ktorg gerak Kuala Lumpur. Shopping lah of course! Petaling street jelah yg bukak malam2 so ktorg g situ lah. Mata aku dah rabak tengok dunks gila babi fucking cun nak mampos bersepah kt situ. malangnye tak dpt beli satu sbb aku taw mama takkan suka tgk aku pakai kasut tuh. Tapi takpe, one day, akan dapat jugak kasut tuh.. Luckily jugak, aku dpt tshirt Rolling Stone! haha ayah pandai berunding. 2 tshirt for rm25. suka suka suka! and, tuh jelah. tak byk pon.

xoxox : TASHA MINAT MAN U!!

Hello April!

So, don't hope too much things will get any better than March. But, what the heck. Life is an adventure. All it takes is guts to go through each challenges. *wow me? haha.

Jason Mraz, bila nk datang KL lagi? :]

And oh, meet Jason Castro. I think he looks pretty sweet with his dreadlocks. Yeah, tell me about that sweet looking like MotherF look in his face. Need I say more? I <3>