Makin Hari Makin Kebal

hmm, mentang2 lah dah ade broadband skrg. haa mmg aku dok update blog jelah kejenyeww. hehe. so hyee! eh,I'm like so happy that now all my friends are starting to call me Natty instead of Tasha. haha. Brand new person lahh. I'm no longer that frigid little asshole who whines about guys. Shishhh! I know this month has been so rough on me but I'm strong enough to handle it. No biggie, kan? Yeapp :) Actually, I was happy that everything seemed so clear to me. I've seen enough, I've heard enough, I've had enough. In the mean time, let's just play fun. Go around and say hi to random people. Do something even idiots don't do. I think I missed a lot of things already. So I'm thinking that this would be a perfect time to enjoy my single life. Seriously, I know that being single is a little lonely and sad but hey, look on the bright side. Who needs a guy that you can't guarantee they'll be with you forever? I wanna wait for the right guy to come and tell me that no matter what he'll stand by me and also meet my parents. Miahaha. Humorously but seriously say lah. Ganbatte Nat. Things are much better when he's no longer around, kan? haa. The guy is obviously has better taste. He likes decent girls. =.=' pfftt.

TO ALL THE BOYS OUT THERE :
I'M A HEAVY SMOKER. I GO OUT AT NIGHT. I HAVE MANY GUY FRIENDS THAN GIRL FRIENDS. BUT HERE'S THE THING YOU SHOULD KNOW.
I'M NOT SOCIALLY ACTIVE WITH CLUBS. I DON'T DRINK. I DON'T WEAR SHORTS OR SEXY/TINY OUTFITS. I'M LOYAL TO THE GUY I LOVE AND
I RESPECT MY PARENTS.

ty :)

Walking Towards The Closed Doors.

hey. so here I am, at Shah Alam, at my Mak Long's house and currently on my Kakna's bed. She's sleeping and I'm still awake. I have no one to talk to so I decided to talk with my blog. Hey blog! Sorry I've neglected you for quite a time. Been really busy lately. And I have this little thing that I wanna share with you. So you know the story between me and my ex. Well, pass that one. This one is about that girl once I blogged about. So I was at class and I grabbed her phone. Just to take a little look at my ex's facebook page and see how he's doing. It's just that. Nothing more. So nothing new about him. uh uh and! I knew that that girl is still bbm-ing with my ex. So, curiously I checked her bbm with my ex and as I expected, she's still bbm-ing him. The worse thing happened here is that she told my ex everything about what happened to me when my ex deleted me on facebook. well yeah, considering yourself as a considerate friend? Don't think so. I know that you're trying to become this 'relationship savior' but seriously, I don't need it. We both don't. We're going separate ways and that's just that. If you're thinking that if you had told him everything and he would think " hmm kesian lah pulak aku kt Tasha. " heyy, ain't gonna happen! He has his own life now and so do I. Eventho I see it to be miserable but still, I'm progressing okay? I'm not gonna stay because he didn't. Why waste all my heart to someone who just won't come back? So hunnay, stop being so 'bajet' caring. I don't need you to tell him everything about what had happened to me. He doesn't even care if I'm still alive or dead or married or divorced or having kids or lost one or whatever. HE DOESN'T CARE! ANYMORE! Plus, the way you're doing this just make things worse than before. Maybe later he would see me still being too attached to him when I'm actually not. Seriously, I'm fine for goodness sake. And if otherwise, you don't have to act like you care and you understand my situation. You don't even know me so well so, go to hell. It would be your biggest mistake to know who I really am. and hopefully now you know. I am very pissed off when people trying to act like this. haishh. well I need to get some rest. Really tired. kbai

Big Girls Don't Cry.

hyeee! eeeee i miss my blog! its been so long i havent update this shit. so, here's a little something that i got left off. ridzuan azmi deleted my facebook and finally he already has someone else. what else to say? i'm not good enough i guess. well, wish them both happy. if thats what you think. =.=' so i guess now its my time to shine. gotta get my feet back on track. focus on my studies and get high pointers, insya Allah, kereta datang dgn gembiranya :) Ganbatte Tasha, ganbatte!! \m/