6/21/10

Never look back, never think regret.

I think I've made the right thing, and I think I should stick with it. " Hey, its not like I'm dead without you, right? " Maybe ended up being a lonely fuckin loser but, not all loser lose. I'm a loser preparing to win again :) Ohh, aku nak carik keje. Hopefully 7E tuh nk amek aku keje +_+

6/20/10

Ponat !

So, I just got back from Johor. Man, Johor was wicked! We did some shopping lah of course. And I bought three shawls. But I dont know if Im ready to wear it yet. Just bought it to wear to class. And, we had a great time with my cousins. Mak Ngah was up the roof. She was laughing, making jokes, she's acting like she's, 18. haha and I like it. Lepastuh malam Sabtu kitorg pegi 'pasar karat' dkt Tebrau I think. Pehh, mata aku takyah citer lah kelebaran die mcm mane. Tapi malangnye, hapah pon takpat sbb mak aku tak join. Die duduk rumah tgk bola (padahal dah tido ) . Rugi mama tak ikot. Boooo. hehehe . Oh! Ibrahim Afellay, so FUCKIN HOT! nak die please? Grr. So I guess, thats all kot :) Toods

6/16/10

Pillow,

Malam nh, aku tidur sendiri.
zzzzz

I love you forever.

Juno, I Love You.
You have grown bigger and stronger. You have been a great companion throughout
my rough days. Eventhough you cant understand me,
but telling you everything that had happened in my life makes me feel much better.
You are absolutely a true friend.
Please, dont ever leave me okay? :']
Tasha.

6/14/10

Writing In The Skies

To be honest, Im not in my best mood this month. All I could ever wish for is to run. Run away from everything that could break me. I don't know whats wrong with me! When everything turned out well, thats when everything goes wrong. I don't know why am I being so fragile, so heartless, so confined. I guess, I dont want you anymore. I dont want anyone. I'm not good with this Love thingy. Maybe after all, it was all my fault. Whatever happen in my love life, twas all my fault. My mistake. I was too mesmerized with sweet guys but then I realised that they aint real. I wanted to move on and let go. I wanted to start a future and stop the past. I wanted to go forward and dont look backwards. I wanted to touch and feel something new. But all I ever wanted is " Someone here next to me, listen and look at me with a smile and said, Thats okay. Im here for you. "