I hate when I get in this situation when this guy shows up in your life and trying to make the best of you but you're not really ready to give your feedback to him. So, I'm stuck. I really appreciate the caring and stuff, but seriously, for now, I don't feel like I have feelings. Haha. Sorry. I mean feelings of love. yeahh. I'm not looking for The Perfect Boyfriend okay. I think I've found the guy but I don't know. It doesn't seem right but there's something you just can't resist. Maybe it would take me a million years but my effort would finally pay off with a smile. Just I don't know in what kinda way. So let's just start making wishes and hopefully God hears it.