The moment i sat with you, you'll hear all my laughter, jokes, dramas, stories and gossip.
I wont tell you this, but....
I am insecure. But i keep on flipping my hair so you wont noticed.
I am full of jealousy. But i treated you and everyone equally so it wont be that obvious.
I am weak. But I tried to appear strong and tough so i can make you believe that i am unbreakable.
I am a loner. But i talk a lot with random people and just open with anyone so i can make you see how bright i am.
I am nothing. But i tried showing you that i am something so you would be impressed.
I thought i had won your heart, but i lost it instead.
I tried to give you my best but i realized that my best is nothing but a total mess. And why does this rhymes?
I wanted to push you off a cliff, but we havent even started climbing.
I wanted to keep you, but i havent saved any space for you yet.
I wanted to cherish you, but i decided to cut it short.
I thought i was ready, but actually i'm not.