Kenapa?!

I thought I'd already remove that old feeling. Why is it keep coming back? Why is it so hard? Benci bila dah buang tapi masih ada sisa. Benci bila dah okay lepastuh tak okay balik. Sakit hati bila hati dah tenang jadi gundah. Pehh serabot otak mcm cina songlap! Makin hari makin susah. Lepas sekolah, takde jugak life. Dulu2 time sekolah, selalu discuss dengan kawan2 " Lepas spm, amek lesen kete, kite crik rumah, keje pastuh crik duit then shopping!" tapi, lepas spm, susah nak jumpa kawan2. Semua dah ada haluan masing2. Yang kerja sorang2 tak reti nk ajak pon ade tp takpe. Rezeki die. Aku? Macam mane pulak aku nk cerita? Muka sopak nh duduk rumah jadi orang gaji. Fuck kn? Yes fuck gila. UiTM pun aku tak dapat. Sedih. Devastated.

*Mama? Hmm macam biaselah. Die tuh :
-Sebelom Spm pokpek.
-Mase Spm pokpek.
-Lepas Spm pokpek.
-Dapat result pokpek.
-Sebelom apply ipta pokpek.
-Mase apply ipta pokpek.
-Dah apply ipta pokpek.
-Dapat result ipta pokpek.
Mama, seriously, heshhh. Tahan tahan sabar sabar jea ma.

Dah lah. Pegi tido. Goodnight. muah3 *eww

Just This One Last Time.

Pick up the phone,
I need to talk to you.
I'm all alone,
and I'm feeling blue.

Pick up the phone,
I'm calling to say hello.
cannot move on,
because I'm missing you.

Oh, please let me hear your voice
now I have no more choice
Oh, please don't let the phone ring
I just want to hear.. you.. sing...

Pick up the phone,
Let it be the last.
Won't call anymore,
or even send a text.

Pick up the phone,
better make it quick.
My battery's low,
Just push that one simple click.

oh, please let me hear your voice
now I have no more choice
Oh, please don't let the phone ring
I just want to hear.. you.. sing...

Our favourite song,
Just this one last time.
Tomorrow I'm gone,
And I wanted to say goodbye

And the next day, you won't..
be hearing my call anymore...

Meet my new love :)

Meet my Baby Juno. The only one who keeps me happy everyday. Every morning, I woke up to see you play, to feed you your favourite dish, to tickle your tummy till you bit me, to put you back to sleep next to me. I love you Juno. I won't want to lose you :']

Survey survey! :D

WHO ARE YOU: natasha azlan
HEIGHT: 165 kea 156. mcm tuh lah.
WHERE YOU FROM: Puncak Alam, Kuala selangor.
ARE YOU SINGLE: Currently yes.
EYE COLOR: Dark brown.
WANT KIDS: Yes?
HAVE BROTHERS: Yes. 3 annoying brothers.
HAVE SISTERS: Yes. A very annoying sister.
HAVE KIDS: Aaaa nope. haha
DOES ANY ONE LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW: I don't think so.
DO YOU LIKE ANYONE: Yes, the only one.
FAVORITE COLORS: Green :)
FAVORITE DRINK: Fresh orange.
ARE YOU IN SCHOOL: Awhhh, NOPE!
ARE YOU WORKING: Still looking for a job.
DO YOU SMOKE: Occasionally.
DO YOU DRIK: Someday? hoho
EVER TRY DRUGS: Someday? haha
EVER CHEATED ON YOUR BF/GF: Never. Loyal typo!
HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes.
BEST FRIEND: Afiqah Mazhar <3
HAVE ANY PETS: Many. Cats and fishes.
TELL HIM: That I still love him no matter what.
TELL HER: She's a bitch and she should stop being one.
FAVORITE MUSIC: Malam Ini by Bo Amir Iqram.
BEEN ARRESTED: I good citizen I am :)
EVER MADE OUT WITH A FRIEND: Made out with a friend???
ARE YOU ONLINE ALOT: Yess. why?
DO YOU DANCE: A lot!
DO YOU SING: Yes. But I don't sound good.
BOXERS OR BRIEFS ON HIM: Boxers.
YOU PREFER GUYS WITH SHORT HAIR OR LONG HAIR: Long hair, short hair. Yes I'll go for both.
YOU LIKE GUYS WHO ARE TALL OR SHORT: A little higher than me.
HES STYLE SHOULD BE: Simple but damn I think he's hot!
TO YOUR HATERS: Go home and fly a kite :)
TO YOUR REAL FRIENDS: I love you all. muahh banyak2!
TO YOUR FAMILY: Family don't come and go.
TO YOUR ENEMYS: Lantak kau lah nk bermusuh dgn aku. Setitik susu tetek kau pon aku tak heran.
WORDS THAT BOTHER YOU THE MOST: Goodbye :'[

Lega sudahh :)

Yayy! Interview dah pon selesai. Huhh lega2. Banyak soalan jugak die tanya. Muzik tradisional lah, composer classic piano lah. huihh, nasib baik dapat jawab. And lepas interview , mama bawak aku and the family pegi mandi wap. haha. mama2.. dan2 jea. And And!! I'm so happy thi night before my interview, he texted me wishing goodluck :'] I can't tell you how much happy I was. awww. So, itu jelah kot. Harap2lah dpat Uitm nh D;